You know I could go on forever listing where I served and my achievements in the military. But, to you it would not matter so what’s the point. Maybe there will come a time you do some research and discover the true nature of male on male rape. You will find out that the person getting raped is so scared that they escape in their heads, shock sets in and you try not to believe it is happening. By the way I get the point that you would do everything different and you take great pleasure of making light of the situation But, I would not wish this situation on you. I am not going to justify myself to you. But if you think for a moment that this does not happen all the time you are wrong, the VA has two treatment facilities for male sexual trauma, and the waiting list is 2 years long. I get the point that you do not believe me and you find something about what happen to me is funny.

To answer you last part, I was told that my career would be destroyed, no one would believe me because of his rank and MOS, and I would be reported to my commander as someone who came on to him and I would would get discharged dishonorably. I would also have been known as the punk, fagot, ect. To everyone on the is another factor was that I stayed in shock and in a bottle for some time after what happened. I was finally got to HI for track 1. JI was my first duty station and I was just an E-2 scared and had no friends because I just got there when this all happened. The truth is I wish I could go back in time and change the past but; god does not give us this gift.

You know I don’t care if you believe me or not. I was asking for help not your approval.

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