I had been out drinking with a guy and two girls all civilian that I met at the steak bar on the island during the steak roast. We are having a few drinks of Bacardi 151 and we all decided that we want to go to the hot tub and take a soak. The girls start heading toward there room and I start walking toward mine. The guy who is civilian asks me why I needed to walk all the way back to my barics when his was so close. He has extra shorts there. We are in his room. He says that he had to take a **** and take a shower (bathroom was down the hall). I tell him that I was a little sick and was going to lay down for a few and to let me knew when we are ready to go and he leaves the room. The next thing I notice that he came back into the room and is trying to sucking my dick. I left ASAP went back to my room and drink some more.

After work as an MP I have a note on my door that is small and is taped over that says you need to meet me at the chaplain’s office at 1900 hours. I went to the chaplain’s office and there is no Chaplin but there is a Chaplains Assistant who asks me my name and tells me to come in and take a seat.

He tells me that he knows that I had sex with a civilian and that he could get me kick out dishonorably for it. But, he does not want to harm by career, he wants to help me. He wants to go back to his room so we can talk without anyone hearing us.

We went to his room and he asks me if I am scared, I say I am scared and, he says that I should be scared, but I need to relax. He told me to get on the bed so he can give me a back rub. I tell him that I do not need one and he orders me to get on the bed. I was so confused and scared what I was told and got on the bed which is along the wall which has my feet toward the door and my head toward the window. I can feel him get on top of me. He sits on my but and can feel the pressure on my but. He is rubbing my back harder and harder. He pulls my shirt up and tells me to take my shirt off. As I do he pulls my shorts down. I get turned back around and my neck gets forced against the metal post on the bed. I can’t breath. It is cutting into me. I can feel the pain in my stomach and around my ass. All I can think about is the close on the floor, I try making shapes out of them, animals and other things. I just want to die. I do not want to cry or scream because I don’t want to choke out by the post against my neck. I feel him slowing down, he may be done. He tells me to turn over. He grabs my shoulder and turns me and tells me to put his dick in my mouth. I see **** and blood on it. I do it and he comes. I can taste blood and **** and something going down my throat, I am going to be sick. The blood tastes like metal.

I am told to get out and I do. I went back to my room and then went to the bathroom down the hall; I kept taking a shower and **** blood. After that I went from a squared away MP and became a frequent drinker. I felt trapped on this small island and would only go out of my room for work, 151, food and all I wanted to do was die.

I still to this day have nightmares of what happened. I have had every relationship in my life since fail and have not been able to keep any jobs.
I need your help for closure; I need someone who was on the island in 1990 that remembers the name of the Chaplin Assistant during that time. Also if you had something like this happen to you male or female please reply.

I had been out drinking with a guy and two girls all civilian that I met at the steak bar on the island during the steak roast. We are having a few drinks of Bacardi 151 and we all decided that we want to go to the hot tub and take a soak. The girls start heading toward there room and I start walking toward mine. The guy who is civilian asks me why I needed to walk all the way back to my barics when his was so close. He has extra shorts there. We are in his room. He says that he had to take a **** and take a shower (bathroom was down the hall). I tell him that I was a little sick and was going to lay down for a few and to let me knew when we are ready to go and he leaves the room. The next thing I notice that he came back into the room and is trying to sucking my dick. I left ASAP went back to my room and drink some more.

After work as an MP I have a note on my door that is small and is taped over that says you need to meet me at the chaplain’s office at 1900 hours. I went to the chaplain’s office and there is no Chaplin but there is a Chaplains Assistant who asks me my name and tells me to come in and take a seat.

He tells me that he knows that I had sex with a civilian and that he could get me kick out dishonorably for it. But, he does not want to harm by career, he wants to help me. He wants to go back to his room so we can talk without anyone hearing us.
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