My Sweet English Prince, Allan Win, I miss you with all my heart. I know you are in Heaven watching over me as I now too deal with cancer. I will never know another like you, who came to me late one night across the ocean through the wires of our computers to my heart.You were special beyond compare and no other shall ever take your place. When I am most alone, it is you I reach out to in hopes my dreams of you reach you there with God. I don't know what will happen, but I pray I make it to Heaven and see you again but this time face to face. I love you My English Prince, Your Yankee Queen.

Jenny died in August of 2006. I also pray that she made it to heaven to see Allan. God Speed, Jenny. Phil